"The United States Of Beastforum" posted by silvershadow
I've lurked on BeastForum for quite some time now. I rarely post for a couple reasons:
1- Fear of my love for animals being exposed,
2- Lack of anything I feel worthy of contribution.
You see, I no longer own a pet, my dog Hunter died of kidney failure a couple years ago. He was neutered so we didn't enjoy a lot of fun, but he loved to lick, and I loved to be licked. He was truly my best friend and I miss him so much... I know I'll never find another dog like him. Anyway, that's as far as my experience with animals goes. Therefore, I have no videos or pictures to contribute to the forums.
On the other hand, there's my fear of being exposed. I just recently stop attending a church I've gone to for the past 8 years or so. Now, let me make myself clear, this wasn't one of the typical churches you hear about on TV all the time, these were GOOD people whose belief in God urged them to treat all people with love and respect - regardless of what they'd consider to be sinful nature.
...but I still found that religion, while it's not exactly closed minded - more so it has strict guidelines you're required to follow - just made me unhappy. I didn't feel free.
Then there's society, in general. I'm an average guy. I'm good looking, in shape, I'm very normal and respectful (not a creep, in other words)... but society wants so much more from you. Society wants you to be uber-attractive with perfect teeth and hair that stands up without and product in it, society wants men to have chisseled chests and abs with 9 inch cocks and musical/atheltic talent up the wazoo. Society expects men to be excellent performers in bed - even if they've never had sex before.
That's a lot of pressure. For a guy like me who once viewed sex as something he wanted to wait until marriage for (therefore discarding every opportunity I had in high school to do it - and consequently being trapped in virginity), I skipped the time when I was supposed to learn about sex so that by the time I did get married/went to college, I'd have enough experience for sex to be a mutually casual experience had simply for the fun of it.
I'm a virgin. Never had sex with a woman. For a good looking young man to be a virgin this day and age is enough to have him tied to the stake and burned. There MUST be something wrong with me, right?
I don't think so. I think it's the pressure of society that has gotten to me. I feel so sexually insecure (despite the fact that I am at the very least average on all fronts and have nothing tangible to be ashamed or embarassed about) because of the standards I'm expected to live up to.
Then I come to beastforum and I find hordes of people who are completely open minded and understanding. I'm not judged, here. I can make a post like this and I'm sure people will respond with kind words and encouragment.
General society views people who make love to animals as perverts, sickos, people with severe mental problems or insatiable lust. I find it incredibly ironic that general society is calling Beast Forum the messed up ones, when general society is extremely closed minded and uncomprimising.
If Beast Forum were a state... I'd move there in an instant. I'd leave my life behind and start anew, in a place where I'm not judged or treated poorly because of my differences. It's so funny that when a group of people such as those found on Beast Forum have achieved the dreams of people like Martain Luther King Jr., the dream of people from all walks coming together and caring for each other unconditionally... we're outcast from the rest of society - even made illegal.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here for being who you are. I truly wish I was in a living arrangement where I could interact with people like you regularly and experience my love for animals without the fear of being sent to prison. ...
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